so i decided today im in desperate need of focus.
rather, new focus to be exact. i have an inspiration board which is still begging to be glued down (i have mild A.D.D when it comes to follow-thru), a book im writing thats only 10 pages in (but could easily amount to 300), lots of head hunters to contact via email regarding a future position in the magazine/fashion industry NYC and the list continues. but lately ive had short term glasses on & am neglecting to see the long term vision. everything is work, sleep, eat, play. time to get on that job thing. time to devote myself to my writing. screw people, too, i've concluded. im kind of over friends. ya know, anyone who doesnt have a positive slash life changing impact on my life at this point? screw them. i just dont have time to be friends with the whole world right now. & when it comes down to it...who does? who seriously has time to keep up with 3, 4, 500+ "friends" on facebook or any other online socializing/networking website?? im done making time for ridiculous people who won't matter a year from now. it's time to streamline my vision and maybe even go into seclusion. serious seclusion. yeeeeah. like only come out of my cave to eat & work. maybe i'll go on a partying strike. no partying for the next week or two...maybe after lovefest...hmm or maybe i'll start in november...after halloween...
