it takes money PASSION.

im on a quest to figure out what it takes to make it. what does it take to create something so amazing, grand and mind-blowing that everyone wants to see/hear/read/have it? THATS what i need to do. create something. i have my writing..thats a start..(crickets). i have time now too, thanks to funemployment. i have about 200 starbucks' in Manhattan alone. what more could a girl need to fuel the start of something magnificent? focus. discipline. a great chain of thought. yes- the last one. thats it, thats the one im lacking- or maybe have too much of...? living in a city like this, you're consistently being stimulated and sparked by your surroundings but not every idea is worth running wild with. i want to write on so many different topics, picking one, let alone picking a name for a new blog or book, is hard enough. so where to take all these ideas?

TBD...

PR Fashion Assistant Editorial Fashion Assistant

NEW PAGE. clearing space, yet again- here we go!

I've quit my PR position and am on the long, semi-torturous-yet-very-fulfilling-and-character-defining, road to making my next career move. nothing like a good shaking up and start-over to get your pencil sharpened (wtf?). am i crazy? quite possibly. have i lost it? uh, at times. but here i go, and you know...it feels good. every time i manage to get back up after falling, and brush my shoulders off, i feel like im slowly conquering yet again. sure it might look like im penniless, poor, jobless, whathaveyou, but am i REALLY? im not broken, im resilient in my search and i truly, truly, truly believe this is the path i'm meant to be on. besides, practice makes perfect and with all the practice i'm having in building, re-building, interviewing and job hunting i'm setting myself up for a VERY positive outcome. i am teaching myself how to start over, how to follow my voice and my dreams fearlessly (not wrecklessly).

not easy leaving something stable, a stable paycheck especially, but thats what it takes. it takes a leap of faith (so cliche, i know) and a lot of patience in seeking out what you really desire. my father says we're all born into this world with a purpose, and mine is here in New York City. i just have to find it.