a bitter thank you.

i hate that i was so honest.
but i love that i can trust so deeply.
i hate that you couldn't be honest.
but i love that i realized it.
i hate that you didn't love me back.
but i love that somewhere in the world theres a man who will.
i hate that you played games with countless women, including me.
but i love that now that i've chosen to, i can stop the game.
i hate that we didn't turn out the way i wished.
but i love that i know now, for sure, we can't be.
i hated that we were so far apart.
but i've never stopped loving my life and what IM about.


"goodbye my almost lover....should've known you'd bring me heartache. almost lovers always do."